Saturday, April 22, 2006

confused

so confused..I dont even know what i want..just had a really short hair cut..i thought that it could help showing that am not straight..but till now it didnt..i never thought i'd turn out like that..i was normal..i swear..until she came into my life and messed everything upside down..therefore i realized i cant be the same again..and its not only an experience..its more..its who i am..its who i should be..when many girls told me " we cant imagine that u could talk to a guy"..( becuz of the innocent look on my face) they didnt even imagine that i could turn out to be a lesbian..its not that am officially a lezbo..but i dunno what it should be called..ok..i would have a relation ship with a girl..but without any sexual intercourse..i think its becuz of my troubled childhood and teenage years..and becuz i was always missing my mom..although she's there ( but never there for me) so being loved by a female..who treats me like a baby and spoils me..makes me feel so happy..GOD this is starting to be annoying..elzbda..ana mu 3arfa mn ana..mu hathi elensana eli abee akoon heya..it would be a big giant problem if anyone knew about this..

4 Comments:

At 5:15 AM, Blogger EMARAT JABAL SHAMMAR said...

YOU ARE CONFUSED.
ARE YOU ATTRACTED TO GUYS AT ALL?
IS IT JUST GIRLS THAT MAKE YOU WET?
DO YOU THINK ONE HOT STEAMY NIGHT WITH A SEX GOD LIKE A CERTAIN PERSON VERY VERY VERY VERY CLOSE TO ME WOULD KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO YOU?
ANSWER THESE SIMPLE QUESTIONS AND DR HRH KING AL RASHID WILL DIAGNOSE YOUR PROBLEM.

HRH KING AL RASHID.

 
At 7:40 AM, Blogger pink_ballerina said...

is that any of ur business?

 
At 7:46 PM, Blogger Farooha said...

Honey, what you don't know is ALOT of us go through similar experiences. You wanna talk?

Do you have MSN... I think I can be of help... aham shay.. don't panic. Don't worry.

It's very natural. You're not necessarily a "lesbo"...

al muhum, contact me, emaily fee al profile.

 
At 7:34 AM, Blogger ubergirl87 said...

I don't think you're gay at all. I agree with Fara7.

 

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